Hi Gramps, sorry i havent been in contact but as you probably know a lot has happened to me over the last 2 wks. Not only has it been a whole yr since you said goodbye and closed your eyes for ever but i also lost my baby so have been up and down to the hospital for various tests and scans etc and it was confirmed today that i have defiantly lost the baby :( but dnt worry we're gonna try again in a few months. On a more positive note Jay asked dad for my hand in marriage the other day so as soon as he gets me a ring we'll be engaged i just hope this one last lol. I took him round to see George last nite and he likes him he also said that you'd of liked him too and that you never liked Owen i just wish you'd told me how you felt, we was always honest with each other and you know i always asked your advise especially when it came t men lol. I miss you Gramps wish you was still here i really need you rite now you always knew how to make me feel better. Hope you're happy where you are and that you're behavin your self for a change lol see you again soon Gramps love you lots your fave girl xxxxx